O.o

Today I had a dream involving a scale and a glass dildo

2009-12-20T13:59:41Z

and also, traditionally, saving some people (though this time we had to go thought a building (?) solving the riddles and making tasks. Scale was on the first floor, we had to put the exact weight/pressure to unlock some things. Dildo was on the next one...
...
*cough*
ANYWAY I wonder if birthday dreams are supposed to mean something and if they do I wonder what was that supposed to mean... Will it be a good year or a bad one? Scale on which we have to make pressure of 55 kilograms and the fact I was able to do it might mean I'll be able to go down to 55 kilograms (buahaha, suuuuuuuree, if I don't eat anything the whole year), the dildo floor..
...
*cough*
ANYWAY I'm 25 now so I'm officially in late 20's old and still studying XD This year has been very eventful for me, a lot of things in my life have changed and I've become aware of the fact that I do posses some talents, potentials and abilities.
This year I want to ~~start~~ finish writing my Masther's thesis and finish my studies and get a start in professional field. Which? That is yet to be found out...
In recent years I've aquired a lot of knowledge and skills; now I need to start really using it.
Which is not that easy...

Wish me luck!

p.s. Livejournal thinks I'm in Warsaw 0o

Home

2009-12-17T19:15:02Z

Tired. Safe. Alive. ~~Healthy~~... Nah, no lies*.

Uh, the adrenaline is going down. I've drank a coffee latte and green tea two and one hours ago and I'm falling aZZzzzzzzz....

(OMG, what is that huge bright thing? Oh, right, my 19' monitor <3 *Squee* Also my home internet is lamely slooooowwwww).

*_{Since I'm home I should see a doctor but... which doctor? Now, that is a mystery...}

P goes home

2009-12-16T20:18:42Z

For good and bad...

I'm flying home for two weeks.
I've already packed the presents, I'm also taking the laptop, as the apartment will be empty for a week and you could easily break in here... And I'm paranoid. And masochist.
No, I really feel bad about leaving it behind for some reason...
(AND if something is wrong with the reservation I can show them the electronic invoice, huhu, I am so ~~geek~~ smart!)

My backpack is suspiciously heavy (maybe because I'm taking over 1,5kg of different sweets home...). Uh, I haven't counted the the laptop charger in _-_

Today I used one of the most unusual scales made of:
hardcover sketchbook
a pen
Chocolate bars (each is 100g).

(I think this is also some kind of geekyness XD)
Well, time to turn my laptop off and cool it before putting it into the backpack. I hope I'll make it tomorrow...

Just remembered [18+]

2009-12-15T12:58:55Z

I was with a friend and he said something about how Japanese should make a blow-up tentackle monster. And I said they probably did. And then I HAD To look for tentackle sex-toys!

ME WANTS:www.edenfantasys.com/dildos/classic-dildos-and-dongs/tentacle

Come on, I know you want it too!

Then: dragon, eh? this is soo a tentacle:
www.glassvibrations.com/products/en/Glassdildo-Lovely-Pets/Glassdildo-small-dragon.html

Also, banana is no longer only an euphemism:
www.glassvibrations.com/products/en/Glassdildo-G-Spot/Glassdildo-Die-Banana.html

And those two: so pretty... Wait, I am supposed to do WHAT with it? (Really, I'd want those to put up on my shelf or desk):
www.glassvibrations.com/products/en/Glassdildo-G-Spot/Glassdildo-Deviltongue.html
www.glassvibrations.com/products/en/Glassdildo-Fruits/Glassdildo-Green-Pepper.html

OK, now I can go lie on my bed and die from period...

[EDIT]
OK, it's not period, my body just gave away... Yes, n_th_green you're right, I've bitten more than I can chew...
I hope I'll be OK enough tomorrow to go to class.. urgh!
I WANTED TO LAST ONLY TWO MORE DAYYYYSSSSS! (Up till Thursday evening when I'm hooomeee <3 MY OWN COMFORTABLE BED! *cough* )

Photos!

2009-12-07T20:04:23Z

OK, I know this is a lazy way of doing it, but if you want to see some photos of my life here you can find them here: pics.livejournal.com/w_szklarni/

I also did some artsy photos and those are now gathered here:
passer-by.deviantart.com/gallery/#Photography

Now excuse me, I need to eat supper, claw my eyes out and do homework. And then maybe work a bit *faints*.

I'm really an M

2009-12-06T01:23:34Z

Sometimes I really suspect I am a masochist. Why do I bring this much work on myself? I need to write something on w_szklarni , I need to draw, I need to prepare for classes.

Today I had a funny moment. The publisher have send me the translated dialogs with the note, that they don't fit the pages.
I was like WTF am I that stupid, I revieved the final file 5 times before sending?

Then, after checking the files and my e-mail archieve it turnet out.. THEY did a mistake of taking the eariler file.

Stress for nothing (Though I had to correct it anyway).

Uhh< i am so tired, Ive been "finishing" the comic for a few weeks now and this week was somehow busy (yesterday it was crazy, with classes - lunch - choir concerts for graduates - Christmas party for International Students). Well, this is mostly the positive version of busy, but I'd like to get more ahead of things. I miss painting, but I won't touch it before I finish the comic. (apart from the painting for class, but that is a DIFFERENT thing). I should write but I had a huge writers block (the only decent passage I've written for last two weekends was during the brake before the concerts yesterday and consists of FOUR sentences XD).

OK, I should actually go to sleep... My body is starting to take revenge on me; and I know it's not for the lack of excercise, because surprisingly I had enough of it that week. I should rest (not as in: sleep, but as in:have a free day). But I have no tiiiiiiiiiiiime.
The only good thing is that I can watch things while working. It keeps me sane (yeeeaaah, Azumanga Daioh and Paranoia Agent, huh? Sane?)

I'd give you a sketch but it's unfinished. Some other day.

Uh, yeah, meme

2009-11-24T19:45:25Z

Stolen from all around.

You know how sometimes people on your friendslist post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out.

1. first name
Joanna, but apart from formal reading out the students list aloud I was rarely called that... Up until some three months ago. I just don't have enough motivation to explain around that "Asia" is a demunitive from Joanna and it's pronounced "Asha" so I decided upon whatever version of the name Joana/Joanna/Johana the person wants to use/is able to pronounce.
Among friends I'm called P and I feel best with that one. Yes, I'm one of those people that don't feel too much of a connection with their given name.

2. age
24, for less than a month now. I feel neither old nor young with that, I guess I stopped ~~growing up~~ aging around 14 21.

3. location
Bielefeld, Germany. I'm on a scholarship with European exchange program Erasmus. I'm living in a university dormitory with 4 other students from different parts of the world (France, Italy, Mexico, Ghana) and a laptop. I live 5 minutes from the university so obviously I get late for classes often.
My home: (read: where most of my books, comics and pictures lie) is in Poland.

4. occupation
Still a student (last year of Masthers in ethnolinguistics), part-time comic artist, crappy webcomic artist and hoping-to-be illustrator. When I finish the comic I'm going to spend some serious time on practicing writing an illustration.
Also in some 2-3 months I'll start looking for a job/internship for when I finish my studies (I'm also thinking of looking around HERE soon, as they have job agency at the university too and who knows, maybe I'll find something?).

5. partner?
Single, with some small haunting ex-issues, strange and really complex non-relationship and a present stupid crush I don't really need because the guy is from the other side of the globe. There is also a guy I'm kind of "dating" sometimes but I realized that from my site there is nothing there, just nice socializing. I'm not sure about him, as it SEEMS he feels the same, it was said clearly, but you never damn know :/

6. kids?
None at the moment. I don't know about the future; I don't really feel well about being pregnant and I'm not sure if I would make a good mother, not to mention I don't really like kids. Then again I can't say NO for sure, because.. who knows?

7. brothers/sisters
I'm an only child and somehow I avoided being a spoiled child; maybe because of the fact that my dad worked abroad for a long time and my mother worked, also I did music elementary school so I actually spend a lot of time in school. I also never was too much of a social person, but I don't think that's been to much influenced by not having siblings.

8. pets
My only pets are plants. When I was a child for the most of the day nobody was home, so it would be irresponsible of us to have a pet. Later... we just didn't. I wanted to talk my parents into getting a cat at some point, but it turned out I'm allergic to both cats and dogs so, duh!
Also I'm not pretty sure if would be a good idea for me to have a pet taken my strange eating habits and the way I tread my plants (I REALLY don't understand how Edward, my plant here in Bielefeld, have actually GROWN instead of withering; then again most of my plants seemed to grow much to well taken their care and sunlight they've gotten - I think they just live on the energy I radiate XD)

9. list the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life
1) I'm, abroad, on Erasmus, living on my own and trying to reconstruct myself both mentally and artistically. I've build up some issues over the years and I knew about them but I needed a change of pace and place to redefine myself (and to get away from my parents)
2) I'm finishing something that took a lot longer than it should. I feel both happy and angry at myself.
3) I'm getting dangerously close to the moment when I'll have to REALLY start work (as is: work with which I can really make a living). I have some dreams, some plans, some hopes and a lot of confusion what should I do about that and how.
4) I should be writing my Masther's thesis now. It IS important, I just can't get myself to do it.
5) connected to 1) I'm getting a really new look on my art and myself, I'm discovering things I can do that I thought I can't and also that I can do some things much better than I thought I can.
6) I am writing a story with my friend. This has been going for a few years now but is really important for me.

10. parents
Both alive and living together. I don't want to start on some issues I have with them (or they have with themselves); I still love them and I appreciate what they have done for me over the years. Sometimes I just wish they would consider the possibility that what they think is the best for me might not really be best for me.
I think I've confused them a lot with my actions like changing the studies, suddenly going abroad to study... I thing it showed them that I can take bold actions and by myself (it definitely showed that to ME XD). I think they are both apprehensive and hopeful towards my future, as I am, actually.
This also has a bad side, as it would be really difficult for me to ask them for help now if I failed (although they probably would be understanding XD)

11. who are some of your closest friends?
Hmm, I like the word "some" here. Some of my closest friends are: n:., Ja-Nin, Yahoo, Kato... there are also people I consider friends on the internet but I prefer not to write about them not to freak them out with it XD (yes, I might mean you ;P )

Random kiss

2009-11-23T19:05:05Z

What do you do when after days and days of retouching comic in Mangastudio you need a brake?

You open Photoshop.

I'm not sure if it can go to Y! gallery as the right guy seems pretty effeminate... (extras?) Uh. DA? To messy...

's all.

I bought myself a mouse

2009-11-18T20:06:02Z

OMG, it's so cute and tiny and I can SCROLL and click what I actually WANT!

(explanation: I'm using extended desktop and I have tablet only set on the monitor I'm drawing on and with the touchpad we're not really good friends...)

I can WORK FASTER!

Streaming schedule

2009-11-06T23:19:12Z

I'll be streaming drawing tomorrow at 19 CET here: http://www.ustream.tv/channel/world-of-p

This time I think the video and audio should be OK XD

Let's try this streaming thing

2009-11-06T19:00:50Z

http://www.livestream.com/pedes Want to try.

Starting in about 10 minutes.

Today from the pile of junk

2009-11-02T17:36:23Z

A bookshelf!

[explanation: next to our house there is a junk pile: a place where people throw out things they do not need or can't take home while moving. A lot of it is, well, broken junk, but sometimes you can find treasures. From that pile I already own nice set of drawers and now THAT!]

It took me an hour and a half to tear of the ivy (OK, it was not ivy but something similar, too lazy to search) chase the bugs out and wash it (in the shower, lol) but isn't it amazing!? If I get my hands on a real camera (photos made in cell phone) I'll make some better pics!

I wish I could take that home when I'll be going back to Poland...

[on the photos you can also see my huge double desktop: 14'"and 15" LOL!]

Cocoon [icon has nothing to do with it]

2009-10-30T23:12:50Z

I think I'm finally changing. This is actually the true reason I came here: to find myself. I'm starting to get rid of some ridiculous feeling I build up over the years and starting to treat myself seriously. And, what is more important, I'm starting to treat my art seriously, not longer with a "I should be doing something 'serious' now" guilt. It took me a month and a half and a serious refurnituring of the room, but at last I got rid of stupid fear-procrastination and I'm also creating more along with myself. I'm at last getting to the point where I don't try to create pretending to be different than I am, just being myself, only as good as I possibly can. It will probably take some more time to figure everything out and polish but, oh, even the newest, yet unfinfinished, page of Seclusion Inn is completely different (at least for me).
(Now, if only I had a scanner and didn't have to run to the university...)

What I have the problems with (or do I?) is the fact, that I'm turning more and more into a "freelancing artist" type. Without the leash that was trying not to wake my parents up I became even more nocturnal - though I have to admit I've been sleeping a lot better lately than at home. And I, again at last , really enjoy creating (instead of treating it as a fix of a drug; yes, I AM addicted). Also I tend to procrastinate eating ("Why am I hungry again, I've eaten 6 hours ago?") and going to sleep...

SHIT, I was supposed to take a shower and go to sleep an hour and half ago, as a friend is visiting me and will be arriving in the middle of the night around 7 a.m.

Shit

2009-10-25T23:18:22Z

I've spend most of the day trying to make an illustration but I choose such a demanding perspective that in the end I've just crumpled the paper and thrown it to the ground. The most ironic thing about it is that I have a sketch and I know that's good and if I had a scanner I'd turn it into a digital painting (I think I will anyway).

I need it for tomorrow's class. Well, I think I can to without it, I have plan B, it's just... I wish I used the time I wasted on this on something else, like drawing a comic. Now I'm irritated and tired and I don't feel like going to sleep.

Just... fuck.

In a city that does not exist

2009-10-13T22:20:57Z

Uh, my parents asked today why didn't I update w_szklani. Partly because nothing happens, partly because I don't feel like it.
I've been a bit down lately. I think it's partly because I don't feel well. Oh, it's not that I'm sick again, it's more like after being sick I didn't get back into shape again. I've had moments of strange breathing (like there was not enough oxygen in the air I've been inhaling) and though I told myself it's because of a cold I still had those kinds of moments before and after. It might be just stress-based, it might be something else. Well, if I get into choir we'll see XD
But apart from that I feel weakened, and when I am weakened of tired my tachycardia kicks in and makes me feel even worse... and that sucks, because I hate feeling bad and even more hate admitting it to people. Well, apart from when I was lying in bed and looking sick I haven't told my roommates...
which is probably stupid, because if I faint or something nobody will know anything. Guh. (no, wait, I told Tony I take heart medicine... or was it Atahualpa?)

I wanted to take some P.E. to get into shape, but taken that when I went to Tae-kwon-do I got sick I decided to take it easy and choose something lighter. Problem is, things I would love to take consist of martial arts and voleyball.. which I can't take because I don't want to make my past injuries worse (hell with legs, but right wrist and arm are no laughing matters for aspiring artist) so I don't have much choice (no ficking aerobik, been there, done it, got the t-shirt)... Swimming pool? Tabletennis :D Football? (I don't know shit about the rules but I did OK three years ago..) or some kind of dance? (Why do they all end at 22:00???)

I still haven't decided on Japanese; it starts next Monday so there is stil time. Tomorrow I fight for some more courses. Up till now I'm in: Shnittstelle (something on putting pictures together), sculpture and theater workshops. The latter is actually my faculty.
Tomorrow I'm fighting for painting workshops, if not: madhouses and fairytales. For some reason I've already gotten into madhouses... suspicious!

Hmm, so what am I studying, again?

Good stuff: Today came my my monitor and wacom nibs <3 God, the nib... it's like having a new pen. At first it was strange, now I can't believe I waited so long with ordering (well, I had no choice now, it was too worn down) And I've set up extended desktop so I actually have two screens: on one I'm writing this and have a lot of usual crap, the other sports my NEW LEGAL MANGASTUDIO DEBUT 4 opened with a comic page. It actually works well: even though I fool around at the moment every now and then I do a small touch up. And if I decide to work I'll have this image glaring at me YOU"RE PROCRASTINATING! AND I can watch movies while drawing on the computer, lalala <3
I just have to get used to differet navigation (hat to set the tablet only to the secondary screen or it would be insane) but I'm getting there slowly.
Funny thing, the screen is not much bigger (14 " and 15") but I calibrated it and everything looks so much better! COLORS! I SEE COLORS! (Seriously< I tried to speedpaint something but I am too dead today).

OK, shower, bed. Now.

Test (icles)

2009-10-11T15:02:10Z

I have a story that I want to write down and put up for people to read (as kind of web serial but not too long - 4 or 5 stories). I had some parts of it written before, but now, finally, I managed to write what could be the beginning.
I was told that I can write quite well in Polish; now I want to check if I can do that in English too; I mean, they took some time to try to educate us in that language...
Well, here goes nothing (great thanks to n-th-green for proofread!!!)

Meeting Mr. Nimmet

People talked a lot about Mr. Nimmet, but the truth was nobody could really tell much about him. Oh, there was some obvious information: everybody knew his parents – although since they retired into the countryside nobody has seen much of them – and many have known him since he was a child; but nobody seemed to know him really well.

Mr. Nimmet never appeared extraordinary: he was neither tall nor short, neither ugly nor particularly attractive. Neither bold nor shy, he roamed the salons with casual politeness and calmness of a man who is not afraid of a conflict simply because he is positive he should have no enemies. He used to flirt but, as far as anyone could tell, he never had a serious romance with neither a woman nor a man; actually it seemed that he never even did as much as hire a prostitute. The only scandals he was involved in concerned pieces of art that were of magical nature; and that was only because his deep interest and vast knowledge in this topic made him an expert everyone turned to in doubt or trouble. He was not interested in any scandals that were not connected to this topic; but his sense of humor and skills in conversation were enough for this "flaw" of his to be forgotten in the society. And as the clothes he wore, though new and elegant, always seemed to be slightly old-fashioned and he always wore his hair tied in the back of his neck with a ribbon of the same deep plum color, he was usually considered a bit of an eccentric.

So even though nobody could tell what Mr. Nimmet was doing half of his time, nobody suspected him of anything strange; everybody thought he must simply be appreciating his own collection of interesting works of art, which was said to be really extraordinary and valuable. In the effort to find something amusing about Mr. Nimmet some have hired people to follow him and find out what he is doing in times of his absence; but they discovered nothing more than the fact that he simply goes back to his house and is not taking any guests.

All in all, it seemed that Mr. Nimmet was nothing more than a polite albeit slightly reserved and eccentric gentleman who cared neither about his looks nor about what people were thinking of him.

He worked hard for that reputation.

Give me the money you fuc

2009-10-05T20:35:18Z

king bitches!

I've just written a mail (with the help of n_th_green)to my university asking about the scholarship. Oh, they probably don't care that I've already been here almost a fucking month and it cost me (or rather: my parents) a lot of money already but fucking now is the damn time to send the scholarship as the contract is from October 1st, today is 5th and I need to pay my rent by 7th. And I do not have that much money!

If I were a ~~good hardworking~~ popular artist I could offer some commisions, but because I'm ~~too lame~~ ~~lazy slow negligent~~ f~~ull of complexes to finish better works and post crap~~ not I don't even have that option. SO FRUSTRATING!

Now I need to write another stupid brainless e-mail that yes, I'd love to do the commision for the page ~~although I'm not an expert~~. Uh, hate official mail, but that might me get some experience and moneyz.

Also I hate English for not having enough variety in swearwords and I don't know how to write verfluchte sheisse properly. And I'm too lazy to translate "głupi pierdolony uniwersytet i zasrany dziekanat, kij im w ucho!".

something

2009-10-04T19:43:51Z

I bet you don't care, but I have craphotos of 2 of the pages I made yesterday.

I will scan all 4 1/3 of them when I get some willpower to get to the scanner @ uni. Also I may finish it one day ~~Yeah suuureeeee~~

I failed, but it still was worth it. For once, in one day I made more pages than usually for two weeks. Also, i tried a different attempt; it was even different from the one I planned in the beginning. Oh, yesterday while going to bed, I wanted to quit comics altogether; but today I see the pages aren't half as bad and I do much better layout and dialogs than when I fret over it too much (which is notoriously in Seclusion Inn). It also made me realise how many different techniques I already know.

K, that's it, you can go now.

#24hourcomicsday

2009-10-04T01:00:59Z

Uh, I guess it wasn't such a good idea to start 24 hour comics day in the shape I was in; I'm feeling dead now and I don't think I can complete 24 hours... Got stuck at a page even though i KNOW what's supposed to be there.

I'm giving up.

Anyway.

I've been thinking about the monitor. Seems like there is no way my parents would pick me up. This leaves a question what to do with the monitor: buy a new one or used one?
There is a used computer shop here and I could get a 17" CRT for 20 euros. I have kind of love-hate relationship with CRT: Some of them hurt my eyes, but I'm so curious about their color output...
*sigh* I don't knooooow! I guess I'd have to go and check them...

#24hourcomicsday

2009-10-02T22:34:06Z

Choose the tools, choose the paper. Will experiment with a techique I discovered today at German classes.
Starting in some 10-15 minutes with developing the idea (there is a loud party so will probably not fall asleep before they turn the basses off).

Uuuh, I feel so dead and discouraged D:

Thigs I haven't written on "w-szklarni"

2009-09-29T21:23:00Z

Since the other blog is destined for my parents etc. it is quite censored; so even if you can't read Polish but you do read my journal you'd probably care about the things I haven't written there.

Facts omitted on the other blog:
1. I went into a bookstore to ask for the directions to the shop where they could have watercolors. There was manga shelf there.. and there was LOVELESS <3 (and XXXholic, but only later volumes and I have time to get it; need to keep an eye on my money).
So now I own 5 volumes of Loveless: 1 and 2 in English, 3 in Japanese (or is it 4?) and 7 and 8 in German. German version is not as neat as Japanese, but it's still much better quality than the USA one (Urgh, Tokyopop WHY did you do this to me?).
2. Eventually I found the art shop and bought a set of watercolors (actually spend a lot of time hesitating between a set of 12 dry cubes form a good producent that had 30% reduced price and a set of 12 in tubes. I decided in favour of the tubes; still not sure about the decision, actually... I'll know if it was right when I try them out... I love the little cubes, but thought that with liquid ones I can mix colors before putting in on the paper and if I want to work in A3 it might be better... I want to do some posters for myself and maybe try to do something to sell? Etsy? It seems I have a good understanding with watercolors! O.O I just need to make some nice compositions), a brush, an eraser (need one for classes and don't want to use my drawing one) and... a Copic Ciao marker. Uh, not THE Copic Marker, as those are INSANELY expensive; but the ciao ones have reduced price till tomorrow and I decided I want to try one out (and it was like 1,5 lunch).
The marker is interesting. I've only had water-based ones so far, and this one is alkohol based; it works differently, but I think I can see the appeal of working with a set of those... And I FEEL the quality (ZIG's can't compare!) (still I'm really glad I have the water-based ones as I can mix them really well with watercolors and make some tricks... a few more pages and I will possess the university scanner for some time and you'll see ;P ). It's a very light color, so I think I can use it for the base color of skin that won't be bothered with later watercolor blending on the surface; we'll see.
3. When entering the supermarket today I've walked straight into the hottest kiss I've ever seen IRL (I, the old perverd, BLUSHED!); and it was also something I would never see in Poland. Why? Well, because of the pair: the boy was looking about 20, the other MAN was well over 45. I mean, the older guy was not someone I'd consider attractive, but THE KISS... Really, really REALLY HOT!

Uh, I wanted to doodle something for Ellizjum and Kato, as they both have birthdays, but I'm dead and behind with comic work. GUUUH! DIGITAL INKING IS EVIL (when you have really crappy screen. How come other laptops have better screens? Mine shows saturated colors quite desaturated and the blacks - if you're not looking at exactly 90 degrees, which is hard to do - are actually slightly greenish grey (and white is yellowish XD).
And it's friggin SMALL!

SIGH

I'm going to buy a screen when i get the scholarship; a 22" one with HD resolution; that way I can comfortably work with two-window method :D

I had a dream...

2009-09-25T19:03:56Z

I had a dream today and it was a god dream. I dreamed I met some people and we started talking about art and digital art, and I told them all I learned in Photoshop I learned from tutorials of by myself and then I suddenly god a job. I think it was a job/internship in some kind of advertising agency or by making movies, as the next thing we were preparing the set and costumes for some kind of shooting. I remember worrying about how I have to go back to Bielefeld or the Semester and how I'm going to do both the job and studies and then I woke up.
*sigh*

I'm sick. It's either a cold or a flu or a swine flu (did I tell you we have a Mexican on the board? ;P) so I've spend the whole day in bed watching Heroes. ALL HAIL INTERNET! (Oh, and an episode of Code Geass ;) )

I hoped Ill be in shape to draw but it's already 9 p.m. and none of that yet. Damn!

Crappy friday night doodle

2009-09-19T00:44:59Z

Uh, Erasmus is killing me; I'm not durable enough to keep up with this kind of life XD

I need to sketch more and work more. I want to hide in my room and pretend I'm not there so no one can bother me XD

Anyway, have a crappy doodle; I can't even say how the colors look like, as the quality of my laptop screen is REALLY crappy. So I have an excuse, at least.

People who guess what I've been watching recently will be granted an abillity to forget this doodle (I mean, I don't even remember the details XD)

*yawn* I should go to sleep....

Argh

2009-09-15T20:03:26Z

OK, it appears I have no internet now and will not have for another week. I can't read your journals now, but I will ASAP.

I've set a LJ just for the Erasmus cases, in Polish - for my parents and so on. If you read Polish go here:
http://w-szklarni.livejournal.com/

OK, gotta scram, the computer lab closes >.<

What is that anatomy thing?

2009-09-06T18:16:02Z

What is that anatomy thing you keep telling me about?
(Really stupid doodle)

I think I'm falling in love in Painter. It's still pretty much "Ooops, how did this happen" (like the impasto here XD) but I just LOVE the way it blends colors (as in: like paints really mix, not the Photoshop lets-desaturate-while-we're-at-it). I sense some defrauding of scholarship money in the future... (I have to get them first).